"Options Unavailable I don’t have options, I go to a home where I don’t feel at home. Right after reaching there, I start to think about leaving the city again. I don’t know why I don’t feel any connection, Post 2017, if I’m remembering it correctly, I stopped feeling good there. Bus journey to the city is more beautiful and pleasing, Than that so-called home. I don’t know what they mean, When they say about excitement of home comeing. I can guess why, but don’t know how I’ve become this way. I try my best but all I feel is cold, And it feels depressing as fuck. I’ve my whole life ahead, Now I am just 22 years old, damn! ©Saurav Banerjee"