White The worst part of loving someone deeply and not having them by your side is that, It may take ages for you to forget that person, but it will only take a minute to think of them again so intensely that it might make you burst into tears. ©A Lost Person

she thinks that she is special and anyone can do what I have done for her (I did all this just because I love her not because I was expecting anything but just want to see her happy.)

but the reality is she is an average person with below average behaviour to whom people tell lies to be good in front of her and she believes them. If I say anything this will always go against me (worst feeling ever kuch galat na karte hue bhi bina matlab ka sehna)
She couldn't realise that I was always wishing good for her. jitna time value usko diya agar itna kahi kisi ko deta jo meri value karti to aaj mai jyada kush hota kisi ke saath.
But kya kahe I think it is my destiny. How the world works 😞.

and if you say anything they say you are overthinking. but in reality I know everything. galti se jhut sahi se bolna na aata bechari ko, 15 min me pta lag jaaye kisi ko kaha jhut bol rahi, bus bta na rha usko to lag rha ki she is genius 😅