"Dear love I expressed my love to you. However it didn't happen the way I was hoping. But the way you process it made me fall in love with you even more. Now i am happy and heartbroken at the same time. I don't have a lengthy explanation and description of feelings, its hard for me to express everything i am feeling right now. But i have something to say. I am a practical person, i dont fantasize, but you made me think otherwise. After i fall for you, I often think what if we could be together. I think about everything " From making a cup of coffee for you in the morning to hugging you in the night. I will take care of you like a little baby. I would make you laugh, will stare at you when you fall asleep, and tell you everyday how much i love u. Apart from my stupid fantasies. As a lover, I want you to be happy at your own, grow as a person, achieve your goals. You are a smart, cheerful, funny girl and i want to tell you that i believe in you. And there is one more thing. I didn't fall for you in one day it grows in me slowly, So it won't go away that quick. But you know what, I won't let it go i will keep it,I will keep you in my heart, if not you then this idea of having you in my life. It feels good and i just realise something. when i love, I love hard. In the end just want to say this- "you are very special to me and i love you (from where to where - i don't know now😂😂)♥️♥️♥️"