i would write indecisively,inappropriately
insanely,sometimes while shivering
hitting the walls,i want to write more
while burning my feelings into ashes!
while writing about you,i scattered so many papers
so many ink on my fingers and palms
wrote on sand,water and air!
also in my dreams,i wrote about you
adore you,hate you,miss you
but never want you!!!
people are ugly aren't they!
they make sure you lose all your dignity
all your self love and self confidence
they make sure you give them explanations
they make sure you going mad at yourself
they make sure your veins burst out
they make sure you cry while losing hope
they make sure you hit your hands and bleed
they make sure you throw your things and destroy
they make sure you cry in a public place
they make sure those public will see you as a crazy human and laugh and stare at you like you are weird
they make sure you doubt your existence
they make sure you lose you sleep and over think
they make sure you are asking god why me?!
they make sure you are dying continously
they make sure you are ugly too!
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