Tonight the memories decided to revisit Me in the form of tears I cried looking at my phone Not knowing the reason of this burst of emotions It's safe to say that you left but these memories will never A part of me wants to revisit them with you And another wants to let them go But you were too precious to be forgotten So i remember you every now and then When i can't seem to stop my heart from bleading It's a scar which gets deeper every time Your presence in my life revisits me I wish i could do something But i can't cause neither i have the power to hate you Nor do i wish to So i let my heart blead When these memories revisit As it's the only way I still get to see you Love you And miss you I might say i hate you But I'll always beat myself up For losing you I wish i could stop you Tell you, you matter That our bond is stronger than this That we could give love another chance! But you went too far this time Further than i imagined So this time i took the leap I decided to let you see me gone To know what it means to lose someone But it didn't make any difference Instead you grew violant Blaming me for everything that went wrong Leaving me broken and stranded alone on this road Don't worry I'll never forget you Cause you're a scar left open Which bleads and hurts with every touch I wish you saw me like this But you're blinded by your own truth So i let my heart feel the pain It tried to surpress and contain Trying to understand your reasons But I'm done trying to comprehend I wish someday i can just see you As a painful memory But that's a long way to go Till then i smile wide Cause I've heard this Fake it till you make it Right?! Till it heals It's a temporary goodbye Hope to see you next time! ©Riddhi Gupta

Riddhi Gupta