sauda hoga abh merae aarmano ka paisae taarzuu main toli jaa rhii hain bhaawano ki qdar nhi laal jodaaa kafan bnkar lipta hoga tan par abh main usae bichadkar kisi or ki honae jaa rhiihun royega tut jaayega voh jisnae mujae tut kar chaaha uskae aarmano par khanjar bhokaa jaayega or in hooton sae uff tk naa hogij maa baap ki izzat ka haawala dekar mujae maanya gyaa hoga aankho main aasun hoga jbh mehndii kisi or kae naam ki hogii haaldii kisi or kii hogii ander sae marr chukii hongii jbh lal jodaa mujpar merae aarmaano ka jaanza hoga laal jodaa kafan sa liptaa hoga aarthi ko bhi chaar kandha detain aisi us dolii ko kandhaa diaa jaayega suhaagan hokar bhi vidwaa rhungii sindoor jbh kisi or ka merae maang main saajega ek suhaagan kae jodaein main dekhkar us par kyaa guzregii sochna bhi mushkil hain jo duniyaa sae ladh gyaa mujae aapnane kae liae aaj voh ksi or ki ho jaayeegii ©diksha verma

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usnae sach khaa thaa masum baachi hain tu bdii ho jaa duniyaa khaa jaayegii tujae un teri naadaniyan bachpana mujtk thik hain main tujae saambhalne hrr jagah nhi aa saktA hr wqt terae saath nhi ho sakta bdii ho jaa uska haath kyaa chutha ki meri mausumiyat is duniya main lut gyii jbh hosh aaya ki main kho gyii hun tbh tk bhut der ho gyii thii jbh log humare jism ki bukh rkhnae lagein jbh tk bdii huii meri hasii or masumiyat kho gyii thii is bheed main or uskii kuch baatein yaad aa gyii jbh keh jaata bdii ho jaa maine chordha toh duniya jeenae nhi degii aaj kuch baatein un yaad aayi ki teri yaad qa gyii jbh jbh royii hun tunae sambhala hAIN par aaj teri kahii baatein sach huii saacha pyaar tu thaa par teri jagah abh kisi or ne le li par abh voh paakh nhi rahii jbh tera saath thaa aaj dost jaarur hain hum jbh koii bol jaata hain tujae mujae jism sae chuwaa hogaa tbh dil karta itna paakh pyaar thaa ki tujae mera saaman pyaara thaa tunae meri masumiyat or saachai sae pyaar thaa ©diksha verma

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paakh thii bilkul naadan thii ek haawa ka jokha aaya or meri zindgii tukdon main bikhar gyii pehlae pyaar ki mohhbat nae todha iss qauddar ki sambhal na paayi or uska faayda kisi or nae uthakar haazaron daag is charitar par laga diae laakhon saawal uth gyaein kahamosh ho gyii isliae ki hnn glt raastha par chali gyii log yeh nhi jaantein mujpar kyaa guzrtii thii hrr raat ko chupchupkar royii hun siskiaan dbaakar khud ko sambhala mujpar kyaa guzrii andazaa lagana mushkil hain merae pehlae pyaar nae jism na chuwaa par dil ko is qudar chuwaa ki usae kisi or ki baahon main dekhkar khud ko saambhal na paayi jiskae liae hrr kisisae ladh gyii jbh kisi or kae saath dekh paana mushkil hotaa voh gharwaalon ki baatein jiskae liae humsae ladii usnae kisi or ko chun liaa us thqleef sae ubhar nhi paayi ki kisi nae pyaar kae khaawbh dikhkar merae jism khilwaad kar daala or haazaron saawal khadein kar diae jis par kbbi koii saawal na uthaa uspar haazaron saawal khadein kitna bbi saaf karun par kbhi dhulatein nhi hain jbh mera voh buraa pal saamne aata tooh tut jaati hun dil karta khudkhusii kar lun par saambhal jaati hhun ki nhi meri ladaai hain ladna hai kuch pal khaarBh hain par tu paakh hain dil sae mujae jaana ho toh meri masumiyat or mera voh ladkii dekhna jo kbhi kisi ki haawas ka shikkar hotaein baachi kbhi kiska shikhar ho gyii bhut tutii hun marne ki koshish ki par mar nhi paayi saaayad glt nhi thii ©diksha verma

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likhnae bethii toh kuch yaadein aankhon main aasun bhar gyii yaad aayi voh haseen pal voh kuch hostel kae pal jinmae main zindaa thii maano hrr ladki zindaa thi aapni marzii ki malik thii voh kuch yaadein teacher ka aana or unka puchna homework kisnae kiaa class mai bethega aadi class bhaar hotii thii voh lunch main gaane bjaakar naachna voh rajma chawal waalein din extra class bunk karna voh raat ko light off karkae dusron kae room main jaakkar doston ko maarna voh raat ko 2 bjae dusron ka gate khtakar bhaagna mursad voh mess mai kbhi ljne main nalagkar khaana khana voh gate kae bhaar lock lagakar extra class main sojaana vkh exam ki date kareebh aatein voh raata maar ka competiition or milkar cheating karna dimaag lagana cheating kaise kari jaayein yaaron voh topper ko ptaana sbh milkar karengae or yeh bolna pass kara dio bhen voh raat bhar jaagna morning voh naahne ki lambii line kon naaheya pehlae uskae liae ladna kisiki buckket pichae kiski aagae uskae liae jagdnna aapna manpasand snacks kae liae dubbra lagna voh yaaron kae saath huii nok jhok voh physics ki class main sona chemistry ki class maiin na smaj aanae par wait karna lectur kbh khtam hoga voh attendance ka time jbh bolna voh aaya ki nhi aapni warden kko new names dena hrr yaad dundli pad gyii voh hostel kae dost aaj itnae bussy hogyein ki yaad bhi nhi koii hotaa tha jiskkae saath subah sae saam ka ptaa nhi chaltha thaa aaj hrr yaad ekk konae main simthh gyii wqt milaein toh yaad karna or phir sae waahi pal jeenae ki koshish karengae ©diksha verma

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